Was it or is it that now
when it was – now, that it
at first is much less –
in presence it has itself
already become
too much not enough
because because
all that could ever be all that is
for there – there for
against it – instead –
was never against it – has
going to be in-stead become
enough? too much?
something that had always let me get away with something better
than what-ever had so far
for some Reason
for some reason now
is not working anymore
is this the sign of the floor
after a flawed start?
or is “the floor” in any final sense
always already signal
of a flaw running much deeper than just that?